Saturday, August 05, 2006
Saturday
Another day gone. My driving lesson today was smooth sailing. Lost my PDL, make another new 1 again. Revised abit on Maths today. Spent the whole afternoon on 1 chapter..GRAPHS! Sux! Well, my effort was not wasted anyway. At least i can draw something out from a equation now :)
Had durians last few days. Still craving for it.
Heard some gossips lately. And it made me change an impression of that person. I do not want to believe it but everything seems too coincidential. And the source is more reliable. I cannot treat this person the same as before. Somemore with my frankness sometimes, i guess that person can sense that it too.
That person seems so nice. Seems so humble. Seems so polite. Never expect it's a only mask. I hate it when people make friends with you only with a motive. Lies, lies and more lies. Liar liar. Maybe i'm really naive. It's not the first time. I treat people nice but they make use of my kindness or rather naiveness. This person is not impt to me so it does not affect me much. Just feel that human beings scary. Dogs are better.
Why cant some people just be open and honest? Why cant some people just be sincere? Why some people have to plot against each other? Life is already so hard, why make it harder.
Why some people are just so superficial? Sux.
To hell to people who tot they are good looking, rich or smart and expect everyone to be same as them too.
Well, life isn't a fairy tale. There are also bad guys in fairy tale. Got to face reality.
If i were to choose to be the liar or be the stupid 1, i rather to the stupid 1. I rather live with a clear conscience. And what goes around comes around. Karma.