Monday, July 17, 2006
Sianz
It's Monday. Argh..i'm getting my usual Monday blue. Gotta go to office earlier cause it's Monday, it's Maths lecture today. Oh..so sianz. I was supposed to revise my Maths at his hse ytd (sunday afternoon) but ended up surfing net and chatting w frenz. ErRRrRrrRr...just cannot get my butt down to study. Cham. Starting to regret signing up for the 3 yrs course. Can i make it? :(
Ha..my fren got a new crush!! Finally, she can get over tt B*S*A*D and break up with him. Well, she's still in contact w him though..wateva.
Anyway, what's love? Sometimes people tells me abt their problems, i do not know how to help them. I can only listen to their problems. I dare not give too much comments as it's none of my problems and i certainly do not wish to cause them any problems because of what i say. I will only tell them wat will i do if i'm in their shoes. In a way, i think i'm quite inexperienced. To me, only happiness matters.
If this r/s cause alot of problems and sadness, wat's da point?
If there's no trust and tolerance, wat's da point? Love is abt give and take. If u think u had given ur best, wat's da point holding on? If the one u lurrve is not appreciative of wat u ve done for him, how much can u hold on to it?
Does the magnetic theory realli works? Opposite poles attracts and similar poles repel. Does tt theory works in r/s? Well, i think there's no answers to it. It realli depends on the people themselves and that are several factors. Some maybe right for each other but they met at the wrong time. Some are just wrong for each other but they met at the right time. Isn't it so?
Come to think of it, me and him seems to be getting on quite well. Maybe we already used to each other and already know how to handle the differences btw us. We are just lk friends, alwiz teasing each other & playing stoopid games. He treat me quite well, at least he can tolerate my nonsense, my craziness and crappiness. Well, everything seems so smooth but there seems to be something lacking. The passion i think. Hmm..am i too greedy? Argh, my Sagittarius trait starting to act on me again. I'm getting bored. I hope to have something more exciting. I'm trying to think of new activities and stuffs to make life more interesting.
At least for now, i haven met anyone lk him that can tolerate me, to lurrve me for who i am and to accept everything abt me. Even though he hates my clumsiness, he still try to tolerate it. Or maybe he's just used to it. Though maybe things will change 1 day, i oso couldn't take things for granted.
Maybe some day we will both fall in lurrve with someone else. ;p
Maybe we will be together. ;p
Maybe we will be best friends. ;p
Life is so unpredictable. Live it!
