Friday, March 03, 2006
ARRRGGGHHHH
AAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! My STOOPID com. It's really getting old. Crashes every now then. Sick of formatting it again and again. Please gimme a new PC. I want a super power PC.
Something bad happen to my friend just now. She saw someone committing suicide. First, she heard a loud bang when she's on her way to her student's house. Already feeling abit weird, she continued to walk to the direction where the bang came from. The place was quiet. She saw it when she got nearer to the place. Luckily, there's an auntie nearby. If not, i cannot imagine how helpless will my fren be. She's the one reported to the police. It gave me goosebumps when i first heard the news and even now when i'm typing in this entry. Can imagine how my fren felt. She must be deeply traumatised. I dunno how to console her. All the standard consolations seems redundant. It's impossible for her not to think of it. I just tell her that i care.
Life is so fragile. People always talk about living your life to the fullest. How? In the society nowadays, is there really a chance for it? Maybe yes, maybe no. It's depends on alot of factors. It's not only you yourself. When there's a will, there's a way. I think people just have to learn to be contented with your life. There are alot of people out there living in a miserable state. Very often, people are pushed to a state that ending their life might be a better way out. Certainly, i don't deny sometimes it might be better choice.
Ash asked me today, what will i do if i found out i contracted a terminal disease. Well, that really depends. If it was only the first stage, i will seek medical help. If not, i would not want to waste my family/my money to cure it. I would rather leave the money aside for my family. And i will treasure the remaining days i have to fulfill things that i always wanted to. How about you all?
Seems to have alot of things happening to my frens lately. Hope everything will be fine. And hope my PC will be fine.
