I'm so hungry !! I only ate 2 pieces of mooncake and 1 char siew bao for dinner. Was rushing for my IBM lecture today. As usual, the lecturer was interesting but the subject is boring. Struggling to keep my eyes open in the 30 minutes of the lecture.
Todate, I managed to make it for all the lectures in this term. Though punctuality is still a problem for me but i'm trying hard u. It's not easy as it was really no chicken feet task to squeeze my way up on the bus. As you noe, typical singaporeans la. Not all, at least i'm not 1 of them. Hmm..at least i try not to.
Since secondary days, i always skip whatever classes that i can. Now, i dun even dare to miss any of the lectures. It's really different when you are paying the school fees yourself. It's estimated $60.00 per lecture!! So no matter what, must go !!!
Arrgghh....for my future, for the $$, for the time and effort...i must work hard !!
Sunday, October 08, 2006
Hongkong Cafe
Met up with nene for dinner yesterday. Initially wanted to try out the food at New York New York located at Citylink but the queue was really damn long. So we switched to Xin Wang The Hongkong Cafe at MS. The food was great. Their price are quite reasonable too. And heard from nene that the service there was much better compared to another branch at Heeren. We ordered Beef Horfun, baked pork chop pasta with cheese, french toast with cheese and ham, Fu Pi roll, milk tea and mango ice kachang. Quite alot for 2 girls. Haha. Lurrve it. That's the best thing about going out with friends to have a feast. Total bill is only about S$37++.
It's been a long day. Feeling very tired mentally, physically and emotionally.
How nice if everyone can be contented with what they have and be simple. Well, i know it's not easy. Is it sometimes the things we want are so simple that people dun understand what's the big deal. Something is lacking. I do not know how to explain what's it is that's lacking. It's simple and small. That's an emptiness inside my heart. I'm so confuse abt what i really want.
There's always a period which things tt is very common or normal suddenly matters to me alot. What kind of person am I? I feel that he dunno me when i dun even noe myself. Wat a joke? Guess we were both stubborn in some ways. In terms of thinking and staying the way we are. I dun believe in changing myself. Is this stubborn? I guess i'm too naive to think that love is to accept the way a person is. What's conbtradicting is sometimes i cannot stand the way he is too.
R/s nowadays are very fragile. Time really doesn't matters. Looking at my friends' r/s which doesn't turn out too well after a few donkey yrs really made me lost faith. I do not want to be stereotype the guys but the trend showed that guys cannot have too much $$ coz they will go astray. Always full of lousy excuses and push all the blame to the girls. Not all guys but some. Already seen a few bastards.
Argghhhhhh. Maybe i'm not in that kind of situation before tt my bf is a bastard. That's why i really admire those girls that can tolerate and patient with these guys.
No one is perfect. And leopard can never change its spots.
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
I hate ants. Ants around my office table. Arghh..i planted a few ant killers around. Hope it comes in handy.
Been catching the news lately. Regarding Taiwan, Thailand, IMF...so much. There are so many things happening in every minute, every second at other parts of the world. When sometimes we could not even have the energy or time to deal with the things happening arounds us, we can still bother about what's happening out there. Just hope there will be no violence. Peace. :)
Term 2 started after my term 1 nightmare. So far the lectures are still quite interesting. Hope it will continue to be like this. Hope that i can finish revising but..hmmm...tt's hard. I barely have the time or energy. Alwiz thinking of slp, slp and slp. And driving lessons had also taken up my precious saturday morning. Gotta wake up really early in the morning after late nights from school. Just hope i can pass the test next week. It's really draining me physically and financially.
Received a mail today. Thought it was quite interesting.
This is for the guys
Unfair?
There's another 1 for gals
Haha..BH sae i getting crazier as days goes by...maybe..
Monday, September 11, 2006
long time
new blog skin. haha. lurrve the little car inside. where is my home? hmm..it's for me i think.
haven been revising for a long time. clueless. tml is the starting of term 2..awww.
starting to be very scared. scared that i cannot cope. scared that more bills will come. scared that i will fail my practical test. scared that i gg to be broke again. scared that i cannot meet the sla for my work. scared that i cannot catch up with my studies by the end of term 2. i'm scared of so may things.
STRESS is the word for me now.
i wanted to work hard but lack of determination.
can someone teach me how?
Sunday, September 03, 2006
Wat sports car am i
I'm a Mazda Miata!
You like to soak up the sun, but your tastes are down to earth. Everyone thinks you're cute. Life is a winding road, and you like to take the curves in stride. Let other people compete in the rat race - you're just here to enjoy the ride.
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